a new leaf, a change of heart, not on my birthday

I let go and move on fairly easy I think. I have cut ties and forgotten pasts and forced myself away from everyone. There are ups and downs to this, all pros and cons, but there is one thing I can't get over. I was not the only one laid to waste in this wreckage. I think I'm the only one that isn't over it. I want to find out why!