Saturday, January 10, 2009

the haunting explained



Have you ever had something that kept recurring that it seemed to be a messaged, waring sign or revaluation.... Did it ever spark a change in your life, did it have a huge impact... was it a dream, was it a name, was it a place... or was it a number... 138... 138 is mine.. just a number.. it started before I was ever into the misfits (We Are 138)... it started from a large highway exit sign in Montana... The Bearmouth Area was 30 miles from Missoula and I knew that I only had a short time before I got home from long road trips... later I seemed to always look at it, a marking point...
When I got my first cell phone text messages were key in communications (still is)to the point were I thought my phone would go off with a new text... I would obsessively check it.. soon I would randomly check my phone at the same time everyday, 1:38pm or 1:38 am... when I moved to Salt Lake City, UT it seemed to get worse, 1:38 and now 11:38.... More and more things happened... I don't want to bore you with all of the times but it got to the point of frustration... 2 years ago I got it Tattooed on the inside of my fingers on my left hand to come to terms with it... a few days later I was in a car with some friends going to Park City, UT.. the 3 girls we were with had no idea about the tattoo or the number... one of them on the way up said to the other two... don't forget mile marker 138.... the Driver freaked out, skeptical of my tattoo asked why she said that... She said something about a friend getting in an accident there and him dying... "show them your tattoo!" he said and I did.. I explained to them why and as I was finishing the story I said "Everyday I look at the clock at 1:38 or 11:38" I looked up at the clock on the stereo and said "like now!" and it was 11:38pm... everyone got freaked out and soon after the driver started seeing it everywhere... it seems when i explain it to people it starts to bother them... and 2008 has been bad for it... in Nov 2007 I was in NYC working at a shop and I met a lady whom went into a coma and when she woke up she was "a different soul, not the same person" the old her had died and an other entity took her vessel... I thought it to be weird and that sparked up a conversation after she left with one of my Co-workers about my 138 tattoo, the haunting and everything... About a week later the lady came back to give me something and my co-worker was freaked out.. I wasn't there and she was told to come back later... when I showed up the co-worker told me that the lady came back to give me a gift... I asked what it was and she just said "it's way weird and I don't like it... you'll see." A few hours later the lady came back and gave me a business card for a restaurant in Brooklyn called Apt. 138... I had 2 days left in the city and didn't try to really make it there.. I was a bit freaked out, but kept the card for a reminder...
A year later I came back to NYC, knowing that the place existed but had no intentions of going nor knew where it was... I got lost on a train because they closed a section of one down stopping me from easy transit... Got to a stop and went out to the street to see where I was... I surfaced turned to look down the street... Three store fronts in front of me was Apt. 138... plain as day and the only visible sign... I was an hour lost and almost home and was stopped dead in my tracks by it... it happened again a few weeks later... back in the same spot... 138... it's my number... I'm sorry if after you read this it starts to haunt you... There are many people with this problem... I've Googled it, searched things.. no meanings, no nothing... just the fact that it is what it is to whom it comes in contact with... I need to know... does this happen to you.. do you have a number, a word, a dream?