 On my days off

All I do is sleep.. I can't help it... It's weird.. And when it's cold like it is I just want to stay inside... And that means stay in bed... The way things are I think I'm going to apply for food stamps.. Lame I know.. But shit isn't getting better... I do cook a lot now.. And have been eating at home more.. Not going out and drinking beer at home... But still I need to pay bills before shot gets real bad.. And I should sale some shit.. I'll attack craigslist tomorrow



It's a simple life.. But it's me

For a Monday

Ita funny how when irrated you talk shit under your breath... When you are pushed into a corner your teeth show... And when you know that people are all talk it seems easier to strike... I am learning how to water color... I suck at it.. But I'm trying... In the last two days business has doubled this week than it has all month... Fucks me up a bit.. Money hasn't been tight for a while... I am learning how to live.. It's a middle line of happy for growth but sad for no freedom... No money means you can't even get a beer at a local bar... But you can drink a 6 at home for the same price... There really is no point to this except that I'm trying to post everyday because I have an app on my iPhone so I have no excuse.. The end

New shit to try out

I'm going to start updating from my phone.. See if this works



S.O.G.G.

mega fail day 5

so.. day five was so hard and so bad... I didn't leave my bed till 4 and then went to work.. was hungry the whole day and didn't have shit for energy.. so I gave up and ate.. the cleans is a bad news if you push yourself.. i think that this is something you do when you chill... not exercise at all... just cleans... maybe do yoga and meditate.. but I couldn't even lift my bike today... I can't live with no energy and I ate.. so what.. 5 days

day 4 is finally over

I worked out too much on this cleanse maybe... I rode my bike 7 miles today... did a 5 min row to 1000 m on the row machine... 15 pull ups... 30 dead lifts #135 and then 100 sit ups... I napped a bunch today.. meaning I fell asleep a lot... I had no energy.. not even any bursts.. I was just tired and wanted to sleep.. I couldn't chug all the SWF this morning... it made my stomach hurt.. it was too small to take it... and I kept sneezing and spitting out lougies... my nose was runny when I woke up but now it's fine... I weighed myself yesterday and I was 227... but today I was over 230.. I think the scales at the gym are set to be heavier so people will work out more cuz i can already tell I am losing weight... I'm not going to work out tomorrow unless I feel like I have energy.. I rented 4 movies and plan to watch then and lay around before work... it's getting hard not to want to eat... I think working out as hard as I have was a bad idea.,... it's just making me hungry... if I just did the cleans I am sure I would be fine... I can't wait till paleo... I want meat so bad... 6 more days